Alhamdulilah

"Hazeeq,masuk cepat.dah sedia?"

-"dah doctor dipersilakan*smilling*"

"buat ni tak sakit pun.sikit je okay?awak kuatkan?untuk mak awakkan?"
-*senyum*

8.00AM(FRIDAY7thOCTOBER)

*TEXTING*

Me : Im on my way to the hosp :/ It starts in 830

Someone : okay,take care please.
Me : *takbalas*

Someone : dah kat hosp?
Me : *takbalas*

Someone : Hazeeq?kat mane?dah start ke? :/

Me : belum belum.sekejap je lagi..yeah,im ready mcm mana sakit pun.aku janji aku akn okey :)
Someone : please be safe.i'll be ere.bykkn brdoa,bykkn istighfar.take care pls :'/

Me :  :) dahdah.takde pape puuuun
Someone : pls be safe :/

Me : hey hey!doct just call me.wish me luck!dont worry hehe

8.25AM(FRIDAY7thOCTOBER)

I was like,hell im nervous :/ my friends are all waiting me at jb and I promised them to go back home and text them!so while im waiting I heard someone was hardly crying and all she said was "Anak aku anak aku yaAllah anak aku anak aku!!!Allah Allahh anak aku!"

When I heard that i smile,i realized.Every mother loves her son/daughter more than everything,they would do anything for their children's life and health.RIGHT?Meanwhile...

"Hazeeq,masuk cepat.dah sedia?"

-"dah doctor dipersilakan*smilling*"

"buat ni tak sakit pun.sikit je okay?awak kuatkan?untuk mak awakkan?"
-*senyum*

"okay,ni sakit sikit.tahan okay?doct nak bius bagi tahan sakit dulu baru doct amek darah hazeeq kay?"

-"okay.plahan2 sikit.saya tak suka jarum*sempat lagi buat lawak*

"jangan risau.awak kan kuat :)"

okay the doctor is so friendly and soft!she's old already.she knows my name and I feel special that time!She wears a spectacles,she's just very kind!

-"doct,kalau pape jd dkt saya cakap mak saya,sy sayangkan dia eh?"

"takde pape laah,awak kuat kan*senyum*jangan risau okay?"

Now's the time she took out the DAMN needles out from some box there.I was like,OH MY GOD THAT THING's TOO BIG!I'VE NEVER SEEN SUCH A BIG NEEDLES LIKE THAT.

"kenapa hazeeq?tak penah inject ke?"
-"err penah.tapi tak penah nampak needles besar macam tu.takut lah"

"it's for your mom kan?"

-"teruskan doctor."

Mom was beside me and I think she was parralized or something.like fainted?-- well the doctor said it was a quick transfer blood system wich I never heard about it.well I'm not intrested in medic at all DUHH.Im just there for my mother's life.

"hazeeq.dah.saya rasa baik awak tutup mata.lagi tenang sikit kan?okay?"

-*closed eyes*
"Bissmilahirrahmanirrahim"

*tutup lampu,selimutkan mak aku,baring sebelah mak aku,aku cakap"hazeeq sayangkan mak" aku menangis*

*I'll be praying for you. I'm waiting here for you to come back home :')*

*HARI NIE DYE TGH BUAT *********..AKU HARAP DYE SELAMAT ..Amin..:')*

*Brotha good luck ! :)*
*Aku tunggu kau balik Hazeeq ! I'll always pray for you . A big good luck . Be strong !*

*hey hazeeq . treatment tu tomorrow rite ? emm well , i hope u will fine , ur mom too  yeah , i don't know u very well but u my best senior ! :'D . i will pray for u and ur mom  remember Allah :) anis sayang hazeeq !  #syg sebagai senior anis x) :'D*

*"hzq,okay ? :'("

-"hoii.okayokay.kenapa ni?"
"tipu !! :'("

-"ish.kenapa cakap macam ni? :)"

"kenapa tak beritahu? :'("
-"bgtahu apeee hm?ish.cube cakap hazeeq.kenapa ni?"
"hzq ! iat iat tak tahukan? hmmm"

-"ape nieeee :)"
"Ejal dh bagitahu larh :("
-"adiiik :) hzq tak pegi mana pun.hzq pegi hosp tolong makk.nanti hazeeq balik lahh okay?rabu depan skolah mesti nampak hazeeq punya ;)"*

It was painful,it was very painful,I thought I could't make it but..Alhamdulilah!!I made it!BUT It's still painful.I need alot of rest,the doctor said at least for 2weeks of rest would be fine for me.but no no no,i cant.im enjoying my life baby!I thought of looking at the mirror,I bet my face has turned WHITE as it says,WALKING DEAD.HAHA.

After I looked at the mirror,yeah.I am weak.I cant even walk!i cant even speak and breathe normally.how upset!the pain's still quite around.I can feel it.

"har hazeeq?dah sedar?alhamdulilah awak okay.awak stable.kan saya cakap?awak kuat.cuma sekarang awak kena banyak rest okay?dah.mak awak pun dah okay sikit.awak tidur.pukul 11 ke pukul 10 saye kejut okay?"
-"pukul brape ni doct?*lalai*"
"9lebih.dah2 jangan cakap.awak kene rest."

then she gave me sleeping pills also known as Rest pills.

10.40AM(FRIDAY7thOCTOBER)

*TEXTING*

Me : It hurts alot..

Someone : you're done?you're supposed to rest first hazeeq.Alhamdulilah you're okay.saket?tahan sikit hazeeq :/

Me : Pukul brape ni?yaAllah.aku tk seda ape.sakit seh inject.i hate needles

Someone : dh pukul 10 lebih.memang lah sakit.tahan sikit eh. i'm sorry for you :/ okay tk hazeeq?

Me : okayokay.dont worry.sakit tu tak lama doct cakap.dia tak kasi aku gerak.she told me to rest > < tapi aku amek phone dulu.haha

Someone : okay then.hazeeq hazeeq.you have to rest first kan?eissh die nieh.rest dulu?

Me : kan aku cakap?im fineee.haha but tak boleh gerak.tebal gila jarum! > <

Someone : hazeeq hazeeq.strong huh? imy :)

Me : hilang tension,stress aku :p imyt!ouchh saket!

Someone : hazeeq?you're okay?sakit lagi eh?sorry sorry :/

Me : haha takdelah,just messin with ya :p am fineee.just alittle bit pucat.tired

Someone : kalau saket rehat lah dulu eh hazeeq.okay ? :) 

Me : I will! ;) aku nak baring dulu.tak tahan.haha i'll ttyl okay.pukul 3lbih aku balik jb lah kott

Someone : okay.rest well :)
So this was it,im fine im fine im fine! :) Alhamdulilah.my other friends also text me and call me and ask about it.they we're happy to hear that im fine.YEAH!!

When Im home,All i heard was "Alhamdulilah,Yay!alhamdulilah and blablablabla" so that was it! :)

the story was too panjangpanjang.im kinda lazy to type about it :P sorry!wanna knw more just meet me instead okay?

"alhamdulilah.hazeeq,jom kita balik"

without noticing that my tears was running down my face.I was smilling and all  sait is Alhamdulilah 

Thankyou Allah,

Thankyou Friends,
Thankyou :)